Something must go down

"Then I became more fond of my money than of my time."--Audrey H.

"Alright, this chick is toast!!"--Dr. Venkman

Generally, when I ask myself the "why?" I already know the reason. And almost always it's my own fault. Other people may try to convince me otherwise but the thing is, is that it's my own opinion that matters and when I'm in these kinds of moods, 'tis statistically impossible to do so. The more down I get, also the more stubborn.

Things just came down tonight. A lot of things were just bad for me. I hate second place. I hate being injured and unable to help or do my part. And I hate how some things have to end the way they do. As much hate as that is, just give me some alone time to cool off and I'll be okay. I'd like to think that I know myself and how I work. My time will come.