I feel like a jerk

"So, which one are you hitting up first?"--Dr. Jones

I have good friends. They treat me well. And sometimes I feel like I am a nobk and/or jerk to them. 'tis in my blood [I do believe] to often times disregard other peoples thoughts, feelings or opinions. Sometimes that's needed but today I had horrible timing. I have no real conscious desire to destroy your hopes and ambitions but sometimes I just suck!!! I'm sorry!!